Thursday, October 24, 2002

Hooray for Grey.
I just bought bought three albums from Amazon.
Peter Gabrield, Up.
Miss Kitten and the Hacker.
Underworld, Hundred Days Off.
Stunningly all of their covers are black and white. I really didn't notice this when I was buying them. Does this reflect my mood at the time? Prolly not.

Monday, October 21, 2002

What happened, where was I?

The short of it is that I got an ear infection and sinus infection. I really didn't feel like writing out the gross qualities of being ill, even as a retrospective. I had a nasty completely disorienting fever for two days which really disconnected me from everything. I still don't quite feel myself but I feel pretty good.

I had that date with Karen. It went okay but there's definitely no spark. I think that as I get older I grow to love people more slowly and so even if things were progressing on a more intimate level it might be a while before I really felt connected. I guess what I've learned is that intimacy comes quickly and connection or relatedness is what takes patience.

I talked to Sue on the phone this weekend as we had tentative plans. I had to bail due to a forgotten prior commitment. She sounds completely energetic and focused. I can't think of anyone more opposite. I wonder if we will have anything in common. I wonder why she wrote me. I'm looking forward to talking to her again. I guess we'll see.